I love you Sammy

Sorry I never told you
All I wanted to say
And now it's too late to hold you
'Cause you've flown away, so far away

Never had I imagined
living without your smile
Feeling and knowing you hear me
It keeps me alive, alive

And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together (Together)
One sweet day (And all that I know and I'll wait patiently to see you in Heaven)

Darlin', I never showed you (No, no, no, no, no, no) {I never showed you}
Assumed you'd always be there (mariah: always be there,) no,no, {I thought you'd always be there}
and I took your presence for granted
But I always cared (But I always cared) and I miss the love we shared

And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way (Lost along the way)
And I know eventually we'll be together (I know, I know)
One sweet day (And all thatI know is I'll wait patiently to see you in Heaven)

Although the sun will never shine the same
I'll always look to a brighter day
Yeah, yeah
Lord, I know when I lay me down to sleep
You will always listen as I pray

And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way (Like so many)
And I know eventually we'll be together (Yes, I know, I know we'll be together)
One sweet day

And I know you're shining down on me from heaven (I'll see you eventually)
Like so many friends we've lost along the way (I know you're lookin' for a heaven)
And I know eventually we'll be together(I know, I know)
One sweet day (One sweet day, whoa...)

patiently to see you in Heaven

Sorry I never told you
All I wanted to say

Laura

THINKING OF YOU PRECIOUS SAMMY AND YOUR FAMILY WITH LOVE. MADE THIS SPECIAL GRAPHIC FOR YOU HOPE YOU LIKE IT! LOVE & HUGS SWEETIE...LaRAINE MOM TO MY PRECIOUS DAUGHTER CYNTHIA

Sammy, hearing the chorus to this song makes me think if you instantly.. i miss you, i wish you were. Loving you ALWAYS.

It doesn't hurt me.
You want to feel, how it feels?
You want to know, know that it doesn't hurt me?
You want to hear about the deal I'm making.
You, (If I only could, be running up that hill)
You and me (If I only could, be running up that hill)

And if I only could,
Make a deal with God,
Get him to swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
Be running up that building.
If I only could

You don't want to hurt me,
But see how deep the bullet lies.
Unaware that I'm tearing you asunder.
There's a thunder in our hearts, baby

So much hate for the ones we love?
Tell me, we both matter, don't we?
You, (If I only could, be running up that hill)
You and me (If I only could, be running up that hill)
You and me, won't be unhappy

And if I only could,
Make a deal with God,
And get him to swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
Be running up that building.
If I only could


Come on, baby, come on, come on, darling,
Let me steal this moment from you now.
Come on angel, come on, come on, darling,
Let's exchange the experience

And if I only could,
Make a deal with God,
And get him to swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
With no problems.

And if I only could,
Make a deal with God,
And I'd get him to swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
With no problems.

If I only could, be running up that hill
If I only could, be running up that hill
If I only could, be running up that hill
If I only could, be running up that hill
If I only could, be running up that hill
If I only could, be running up that hill
If I only could, be running up that hill

Happy Halloween-God Bless

To all of Sammy's family...

You and Sammy are in my thoughts, and in my prayers.  I just wanted you to know that...Sammy's site is truly amazing! You can feel the love!

Warm hugs,

Vicki

mom of angel Alyssa Narloch

WITH MY LOVE & PRAYER'S ON THIS DAY OF SAMMY'S ANGELVERSARY. PLEASE KNOW THAT YOU ARE BEING THOUGHT OF WITH LOVE AND PRAYER'S. MAY GOD BE WITH YOU DURING THIS DIFFICULT TIME TO COMFORT YOU AND GIVE YOU PEACE. LOVE ALWAYS LaRAINE MOM TO MY PRECIOUS DAUGHTER CYNTHIA 

Sammy,

In 2 days will be June 21, 2008. 5 years since your last day on earth. Ive been thinking about you all week. The last time i ever saw that gorgeous smile that could me butterflies, the last time i ever heard that contagious laugh, the last time we ever chilled together at Marcos' house. I miss all thos simple things.

5 years went by so fast and that day will never leave my mind.. i even remember the song i was listening to when i got that phone call. (it was Love Bites by Def Leopard) now every time i hear that song i cant help but break down... i wish i could earse that day from my memory when i saw you in the funeral home... my legs went soo weak.. and my heart came through my stomach... and i dropped to my kness.. i'll never forget that. Not a day goes by where i dont think about you. or ask myself the same questions ive been asking for 5 years. So much has changed since you left. Its not the same without you here. I chill at Miami's every weekend.. and when im there all i could think about is if you were here then you'd be there too chilln with all of us .. you;d be there when Italy won, and we'd all celebrate together and be having fun like ol' times. but i know your there in spirit cheering Italy on and having drinks with Paul, weisel, Sara, pee wee, I and a punch more.

I try and stay positive by remember all the good times... but i think thats what makes it so sad., is that there old memories.. and thats all thats left. wtf happened Sammy? why ? what made you trip out like that? People say im driving myself crazy and that i need to let it go... but how the f**k do you just let it go? how do you just not think about it ? how do u just move on and forget about it? how can you be truly happy after such a huge, traumatic, life changing incident? I DUNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ... ive been trying to figure out how people let such sad things pass them by so easily and jsut be happy about life. What's there to be happy about ? soo many bad things happen every single day that make me question life and its purpose. .. i know we all go through things that fill our lives with happiness, but there always something bad that happens that ruins that happiness .. soo all the bad over powers that happiness anyway. .. cuz its so much easier to get hurt and feel pain, depression , sadness then it is to feel genuinly happy. I know theres no point in going through life miserable and unhappy, but when you dont have people in your life who make you happy, how do you hold yourself up?... no idea.. hopefully you can help me out one day with those answers.

Sammy, i thought after so long, it wouldnt hurt as much anymore, but tears can still come instantly with just a few thought and memories that run through my mind.. i know saturday will be just like last year and the years before.. i hope that you are with the ones who love you ... and Karma will come for the ones who have shown no respect. I know you've seen all the BS in my life for a while, soo i know you'll send Karma their way too....

I think about you - ALWAYS - I'll Love you -ALWAYS ...

Its hard to say .. but it was you that made my life the happiest and it was you who made my life the saddest. .. but you will ALWAYS have a piece of my heart and i could never be mad at you for this. I Love You Sammy .. 5 years ago, yesterday, today, tomorrow and always

Love Always

Laura

Keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers as your angel date draws near.

God Bless you & your Family Sammy

With thoughts of love on this Mother's Day and always Connie, holding you close to my heart and know that you & your precious angel Sammy are always being thought of with love. Hugs LaRaine Mom to my precious angel Daughter Cynthia....